sorry people.
but I have moved to wordpress.
I find it soo much more convenient although the skin is very sucky and disgusting.

this blog will remain as it is though. Skali I want to move back here as there is more skins =)
But that is highly unlikely of me to move back here.



yeap =) see ya peeps there!

Okay.

This will be my schedule for the coming weeks

Monday
Shooting 1 set. Before or after school depends. Gym at 7:30pm. Home by 9:30pm.

*Tuesday
Gym in the morning at 8:30am to 9:30am. Shooting at 3pm 1 set. Home by 10:30pm.

Wednesday
Gym in the morning or at night. Home by 5:00pm or 7:30pm. Revision on all modules.

Thursday
Shooting 2 sets. Home by 10:30pm or later.

Friday
Gym in the morning. Home by 6pm . Revision on all modules. Sleep by midnight.

Saturday
Shoot to my hearts content. 4 sets. Home by 9:30pm.

Sunday
Shoot at 9am - 9:30am. Home by 9:30pm.

Tuesday is an ass-y day I have to say. Anything unexpected can happen on that day. Therefore I can never know what I can expect on that day. Just received a mail stating that COMT is cancelled! SEE! Then due to my absent on Friday because of my crash computer - Thankyouverymuch, I had to attend a makeup maths lesson.

I need to remember to hand in my math file. It is WAY overdue. And to study the latest topics.

HEARD THAT CM test will be held on the 8th of August.
COS will be on the 17th week which is 3 weeks from now!

From what I see in the calendar, CM and COS are both 3 weeks from now.
Therefore, chances of us having a holiday 2 weeks earlier is 90%!!!!!!

I am definitely looking forward to that man!
During those time, I will shoot everyday like nobody's business!
Hit the gym as though I own half of the shares!

Apparently just now, I tried 50m and I bent 2 arrows!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I am like half heart pain and half not. Cos basically, it's cheap. It the arrows were to be 1st hand one, I will perhaps cry right now. Anyway, none of the arrows hit the target board. Paiseh sia.
Nevermind. I am going to up my poundage soon. From 26 to 30 I think.

Somehow at this moment, I really want to win something in Pesta.
I am hungering for some victory.

I sound so animal~
Gggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Night~

I was browsing through some of my unpost pictures in my entries. I know this is like way overdue but these are the pictures from my melbourne and bali trip. This is just a small portion of it. The rest of the pictures are god know where it is.

First 10 pictures are from australia. The double decker is the place where I stay in melbourne. It's a backpackers place =) Stayed on the top bunk! This place, eventhough there are like pubs nearby and the girl that slept on the bottom bunk is an ex-prostitute, it is still a generally safe environment!
The very first picture is the place whereby I stayed while at the Great Ocean Road in Apollo Bay. The third picture - I took it while on a helicopter.

Then the carve out names.
Hehehehehehehehe.
Skali my cousin have been here before! Who knows!
He has been to almost everywhere!

Second last picture is while in Bali and I only had the look-like-burberry baggage at the starting of the trip. The big trolley one is from australia while the big rectangle bag is bought in bali for only SGD9!

Okay. bye~

I want to blog today
but I am lazy.
Tagboard reply - I will do it tomorrow during class time okay =)

Night~

Today has got to be one of the most fantastic day ever!
Firstly, I got back half of my form. I have totally lost it on Thursday - on that later.
Then I had ROTI PRATA at JALAN KAYU - it was great I tell you!
AND lastly,
NO E-LEARNING!
Tian la! That is the greatest news EVER!

Okay... now. First and foremost this is going to be a long post. I think. I have alot to type now.

Okay. Sorry to Jolene, EngHui, Jerfen, Alvin and Gang.
I have NEVER dine with you guys before. I am sorry for being hmm... an unfriendly little prick and in class always showing that stupid black face. You guys are a bunch of lively and noisy people who are fun to hang out with but you know, being the ONLY MALAY and did I mention GIRL in the whole IT cohort, it was a tough fact for me to swallow. And yes, I did dread the thought of coming into the course because of that.

But you guys are really nice to me even though I have always been this sickening prick!
I really have to thank you guys for it and yeah ... I can see myself opening up more =)
Although not much but yeah ... changes do happen at least.

Psssttt - It took me 2 and 1/2 years to open up in secondary school!!
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Alright.
I will have 10 supports for every black list!

The above, if you don't understand, then forget it.

Okay. So on Thursday, I was told by a senior that my anchoring point is going towards my right and pressing my nose. I believe it but when picture was taken and I saw it with my own blind as bat eyes, I got a little upset.

NOPE!
Nothing about the senior that took the picture! I swear man upon my Al-Quran!

I was upset about my form. I realised my release and follow through is getting all wrong again as I wasn't consistent. I can feel it myself without others telling me. My bow arm was fucking weak that it totally destroys my mood on that very day. And to add that my anchoring point is all disastrous! It just add on to the troubles on my shoulder.
But at the same time, I am freaking thankful man to the seniors that point out my mistakes!

Well, I was feeling rather down on that day. I even have thoughts of quitting!! I know this is fucking pussy of me to even think about it but yeah ... my low point is DAMN low for me that I feel like stabbing myself with my own arrows!

TO HUDA, MY CLASSMATES AND SENIORS!!
IF I, SITI SYUHARAH SUPARDI, EVER THINK OF QUITTING ARCHERY, I WILL GIVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO SMACK MY HEAD!! - not so hard okay.

Enghui ahhh and Huda ahhh ... I know you guys are looking forward to this man!!
Jolene! You can like call me whatever man to get some senses into my head again!

And to add on. I do not have the feeling of talking to anyone on that day especially when I shoot because I wanted to know why am I shooting like shit and what I needed to correct. I wanted to try and solve it myself then because I am impatient and I cannot wait for sunday to have CJZ to help me. I was in a mood at that time whereby I can shout my lungs out at anybody that got on my nerves.

I just kept telling myself that I am a junior.
That reason alone is enough to stop me from shouting.

Okay anyhoo... on the way back home, I told this to Yishan and thank you la babe! Somehow, your words made me feel a hell lot better and I have my confidence and fucking BIG EGO back with me!! That was when I decided that mulling over what is over is not going to make me improve in any way at all!

That was when I decided to like take things into my own hand.
Since I cannot run, I decided to do something about my arms and decided to do 50 push up a day - girl style. I am trying to tone up my stomach again like what I had in secondary 2 - I had 2 abs then! - I know unbelieveable but yes! I had 2 abs! I am hitting the Bishan gym again soon.
So that when I go suntanning, at least I need not be ashame of my flabby stomach.

So yeap... that is what happen on thursday.

Today, somehow, I solve half of the problems =)
Only left with my body moving don't know which way la. 360 degree I think.
Then my bow arm and my release plus follow through.
Oh and my shoulders too! And I need to learn how to push and pull!!
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To ALL of my NON archery friends.

I AM REALLY SORRY!

Due to archery, I have to forgo some of my responsibility as a friend. I may break promises. I may cancel a meet up. I may be too busy with archery to think about anything else. Basically I am sorry.

But these are the sacrifices that I have to make in order to get to where I want. This is the first time ever that I am trying to pursue something that I really want. I hope you guys will understand. If you guys don't, I will understand though the reason.

To HyungJin. I like you too and I know what you are hoping for.
Please stop and don't continue that hope.
I may be a disappointment. I do not even have time for my prayers now let alone my friends and what makes you think I have the time for you?
I like how everything is now. Please don't make this hard for me alright.
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And. yes.
In archery for the juniors for the female, I only think that Wen Ting is my competitor.
As for now. She is enthusiastic about it and is making vast improvement!
Therefore, I do see her in my eyes as the only one worthy of being my opponent.

I know what I typed above sounds fucking cocky and I am NOT saying nor whispering nor thinking that I am the best in this sports arena.
I am lazy to reason out. If you want to think that I am boastful and whatever, so be it la.
As long as you are freaking happy about it.

For the guys. As for now it will be Hellsing and Ekang.

And Zijie man! Wah Piang wei!
His back muscles sibei the hen cool sia!!
I am going to hit the gym and carry as much weights as him man!
Yeah right~ like real only
BUT since he pulls 60kg for back muscle (right?)
I will aim and strive to pull 30kg of it!
Currently, I can only pull like 15kg I think.
I think it is 15kg. If not it should be 12kg - if there is every such thing.

For biceps, he is pulling 20kg on the bar thing.
I can only pull 10kg. Nothing more than that for now.
Not in the mood to be bulky for now la.
Maybe in 1 years time I will!!
Girl Power man!

Sometimes, I wonder if I am born in the right gender.
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Wahsey! My post damn wordy sia.
I just don't get it why some of you bother to read it through la!
Got so much time is it?!

Search for a dream and pursue it!

I have mine now and I am not saying it is all smooth sailing.

But it worth every fucking moment of my life!

I am running a fever now.
My nose is totally block and I am having sore throat.
I hurt my back because I tried doing backhand flip just now and WOW - I did flip and but boy it hurts so much! Great. Getting myself into this shit when tomorrow there is archery training! Went to see the doctor in the afternoon for my checkup and he gave me the disapproving look when he saw me tottering around in my heels.

I just told him that girl shall always remain as one.
I was suppose to go to Orchard with mommy after the checkup and everything but it was all canceled! Because, the doctor said something about me not taking appropriate care of my stitches and everything - can see mhe? I thought like once the stitch is over, it is over? I wonder what kind of stitch he uses...
From what I have heard, there are different kind of stitches. Those use for surgery to normal tear to plastic surgery are totally different.

So yeap... here I am wondering.
Broken and fed-up because I wanted to shop badly.
Huda and Leong! Sunday after my training want to slack at United Square Starbucks?
We can like chat up and camwhore there. From what I heard, starbucks is the best place to do that.
My treat =)
HyungJin. I am not going to skype with you tonight. I am not angry.
I am just feeling sick. If you want to tell me anything, just call my house.
And don't sms my 92***234 number again. You are bursting my bill!!
Yishan! Roti prata la babe at Jalan Kayu tomorrow!

That is all for tonight people.
I actually wanted to post up pictures of my wardrobe but I have yet to upload it and I also wanted to type out my testimonial which I find it rather fake!

But anyhoooo....
NIGHT!

OH MA GAWD! OH MA GAWD! OH MA GAWD!
The belly stud that I want is GONE!
No more! I want it so badly! And like I have the money now to splurge on it and it is totally gone!
Alright. Nevermind. I shall search for my dragon stud. If that too is gone, then I am really going to cry!

IT IS REALLY GONE!!
I want to emo now. Later than I update more.

GOD!
I HATE E-LEARNING!

Seriously. I am lost as what to do. The MeL system is always going fuck up and haywire on me that I feel like slapping it! I am stuck at home waiting and waiting and I don't know for what shit. I need to go to my secondary school pretty soon to get my testimonials and HelLo to Baboo Singh!

And I have yet to bathe. It's 12 noon. And I feel icky and at the same time I want to dance to the music that I am listening. I am being random. HyungJin bought for me a stupid shirt :
"I Love My Boyfriend"

And I just went .... what the hell!? Since when am I attach? I told him to get it exchange or he will get it from me. I think he might get for me the "I love archery shirt" ... Maybe. This guy is full of unexpected nonsense! Wetseal is having an unbelievable sale and I am going crazy! Oh and Bossini! I just love their t-shirts! They are insanely plain, nice and cheap selling at just SGD10!
I am going to buy 5 shirts maybe this saturday =) Yesterday I went shopping with Huda and I spent like SGD30 on 3 t-shirts costing SGD10 each! I am really a vulture when it comes to SGD10 t-shirts!

Then Huda paid for some stuffs at Guardian using coins that amount to SGD6!
It was damn hilarious! I just went on snickering thinking how stupid the cashier looked when she saw those coins! Ahhh and talking about Wetseal, I saw some stuff that I really really like. It's those plain t-shirts! In singapore, those cost a mighty SGD10! I think I will get it shipped here because - the US size are generally bigger =)

And I am mid-way to cleaning my closet. I took some pictures of it. I think people are going to be shocked when they see it! Because what I wear to school, does not reflects anything about what I have in my closet!

I need to bathe now. If I am not tired and feeling pretty energetic, I will post up the pictures of my wonderful beautiful wardrobe =) I need to sort out my CD rack too... it's pilling with tons of DVD and I never manage to sort it out.

Going to watch parental guidance 2 first afterwhich to Beatty.